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I am scared, I'll get scared [Dec. 9th, 2006|01:43 am]
[Current Location |my room]
[mood |anxiousanxious]
[music |Metallica- Die, Die My Darling]

So this house is officially property of LAUSD. Weird to think that where I am at right now will be a classroom, parking lot, or office building, a place where someone else will form other memories. They already closed-off the back house. My brother moved to Pomona with his g/f, I opted to stay & live with my mom b/c I am a pussy to life like that. Besides what am I to do in Pomona? It's quite complicated, or maybe really simple. I am hoping to start moving this weekend, although the other house isn't ready. & you are all invited, I have mojitos/margaritas mixes that must be used, & I can't drink by myself. Being 21 is the best! That's what Bert said before throwing up, ha.

I have my last final at 8am today, fuuuuuck geology, it's giving me a headache. I have a cold. I studied with Yessy. We even jogged around the block at 10pm to wake up & she gave me LOADS of music, my ipod is all full now :)

I leave to Sonora, Mexico on the 20th until possibly the 29th.

& my dsl is getting cut off soon, & I won't get it back until January......noooooo :(

In other news, life is good. I had a great dinner with my daddy on Thursday. My dad is the coolest, it's sad I don't see him on a daily basis. I think he thinks I am weird or am missing a screw in my head.
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long update for lack of better things to do [Oct. 29th, 2006|12:54 pm]
[Current Location |my room]
[mood |chipperchipper]
[music |La Resistencia- No te puedo olvidar]

Since I have an extra hour to do nothing before I go to lame work. I turn 21 in a couple of hours! But I have to write a 3-5 page midterm by Wed., study for a midterm tomorrow for POLS472, & one on Wed. for POLS403 :(

Friday was great, frother & his gf made me plan the evening. Dinner at Marie Callender's (it was good, delicious salad Wale ohhhh & the pie!). Then we went to Spookyhouse in Northridge, it was somewhat scary cuz the monsters were tall & big, the special effects were awesome, 3d maze, phobia thing. They made you crawl on the floor, too! Just like the Old Town Haunt Maze in Pasadena (which is so worth your money). I also went to knotts on the 13th. I didn't go to universal studios or six flags b/c time didn't allow. & the Queen Mary sucks. BUT yay for Halloween. Then we saw Saw 3, I LOVE those movies. I got super excited when I realized there will be a Saw 4, it's been an established tradition since I turned 19.

Saturday, D, her bf, her compa, & I went to see La Resistencia at the Allen. It was a great show. On the car ride there:
D: watch I'ma get on stage & be like shoutout to...
me: calmate Dianita

Sure enough I saw some girl waving her mexican bandana on stage, it was her....she's fucking crazy. & then she actually got the guy of 8kalacas to give her the mic & she said "the next song is dedicated to my best friend jenny, my compa che, and my baby" I was dying of laughter man. We saw La Resistencia at the knitting factory & she got on stage that time, I highly doubted she would be able to get on this time.

Then we went to Booty's party. Where there was SO MUCH hard liquor like 1k, like wow. He said, " I honestly didn't think you would come," don't doubt me even at 1am I'll make it.

11/3-11/5 Las Vegas!
11/7 The motherfucking Deftones in Ventura!
11/10 The motherfucking Deftones again!
11/18 Atreyu!
& I am finally going to Mexico for x-mas!
Those are the only things that make me somewhat excited about life.
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for the lost black kitten last seen eating a hot dog [Oct. 20th, 2006|12:47 am]
[Current Location |my bed]
[mood |calmcalm]
[music |Senses Fail- Every Day Is A Struggle]

This is my favorite poem EVER. I think you should read it. It's somewhat long, but nothing short of amazing. One of my goals in life is to one day drive down to Rancho Palos Verdes & take a picture of his plot site, with the wise words of "Don't Try" as his epitaph. What a great man.

Let It Enfold You by Charles BukowskiCollapse )
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you're sweet, but I am tired of proving this love [Aug. 17th, 2006|11:06 pm]
[mood |accomplishedalive]
[music |Deftones- MX]

I am done with school until Sept. 23rd! 5 weeks of nothing! I'ma go kill myself of boredom.

I don't know what to do with my life. My mom moved a "stepfather" in (& other people). Frother asked me if I wanted to move out with him once we moved, I said yes. I don't want to be a burden financially (although he yields a greater income than my mother), yet I don't want to live uncomfortably with those people. I need a better job. I haven't talked to my mom in a month. I've had talks with my frother, sister, & dad, they all made me cry & told me that they loved me, so I don't feel so bad about life. I've gotten emo. I feel so...what's the word? Alone, forsaken, abandoned, ditched. Maybe I detach myself from things, too. No se.

Frother eagerly showed me his online blog, ha. I should have been like "oh yeah, well I've had a livejournal for like 5 years now!"
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this is the time of your life but you just can't tell [Jul. 5th, 2006|12:19 am]
[Current Location |in a world that doesn't make sense]
[mood |draineddrained]
[music |Hatebreed- You're Never Alone]

I have school today & a paper due, which hasn't been written. Oh well. Finals start next week, 5 more days & the hell is over.

My daddy moved out on Friday, I officially come from a broken home. Supposedly, he has a heina & according to my bro & dad my mom has a sancho. Let's see what happens. I miss my daddy. I barely have time to see the people I want to see, & now I have to make time to go visit my own father :(

There has been a lot of talking about the issue of "love" & I've come to the conclusion that...love is irrelevant. Love is wanting someone who doesn't want you. Love is someone wanting you and you not wanting them. Love is stupid. Love is friendship on fire.

Elva, Luis, & I had breakfast at ihop, then we went to see "The Devil Wears Prada" cuz Elva wanted to. Then I came home. My family exploded firecrackers. We also went to the Coliseum to see them, b/c it's an awesome show. I also lighted my first firecracker ever, it was illegal too. Good day.

The other day Jon Jon & I went to see "Wassup Rockers" a movie about south central skater punkers, it was awesome & by the guy who did "Kids." Nice to see a movie about the hood.
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family values [Jun. 23rd, 2006|11:25 am]
[Current Location |my room]
[mood |excitedexcited]
[music |A.F.I. - 37mm]

Frother & I woke up all early for the Deftones pre-sale. I got some really good seats; Orchestra 3, row U. He kept trying & mine were still better, so I bought them. He still kept trying & got PIT/GA, we were like "whaaaaat, no way..that's a once in a lifetime thing!" & he bought those, so now we have 4 tickets to family values. Someone buy mine, they're reallllly good seats! Hopefully my cousin buys them from us, errr or ebay...but I don't trust that. Sad to lose $146.80.

This is "The Summer of Concerts & Bars" minus the bars part for me.

We went to see:
-Sweet Tender Hooligans/Los Abandoned at hob-anaheim
-She Wants Revenge at the Wiltern

& coming:
-Sweet Tender Hooligans at the Morrissey Convention 6/25
-Ozzfest! 7/8
-Warped Tour 7/12
-Dustin (of Thrice) at Chain 8/1
-Family Values Tour 8/19
-D & I might go tonight to some backyard gig..ha
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what I have in my heart I'll take to my grave [Jun. 7th, 2006|03:12 pm]
[Current Location |my brother's room]
[mood |relievedrelieved]
[music |Hatebreed- Before Dishonor]

I am officially done with school until sept. I am so elated, 6 more quarters! To go to graduate school? Yay, for summer school on Monday. My mom actually comes back this Sunday, lol. Now I am bored, I should call someone but I rather sit here & watch TV. It's only 3pm & I've done so much:

-finished soc201 final/printed it out/drove to school to drop it off
-looked for my brother at the library, made copies of insurance paper
-went to elac to attempt to purchase parking permit
-went to tower records to purchase new afi & tool
-put gas
-drove by downtown library to drop off book, but there was a farmers thing going on
-boba loca

On Saturday after work, Katybear & I were gonna go see "the break-up" but it was sold out. Instead we went to Borders & looked at naughty books, then she said we should go to the naughty store that's by work. It was the most raddest naughty store I've seen. It was funny, Emily would love it.

I bullshitted the papers for pols330 pretty badly. So hard/complicated. I just didn't have the passion/patience for it any longer, my brain went numb.
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be something you love & understand [Jun. 1st, 2006|12:56 am]
[Current Location |the twilight zone]
[mood |dorkydorky]
[music |Angels & Airwaves- A Little's Enough]

I'm sorry I have to say it but you look like you're sad, your smile is gone, I noticed it bad. The cure is if you let in just a little more love, I promise you this, a little's enough.Collapse )
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I won't make promises, you taught me that [Apr. 26th, 2006|10:25 pm]
[Current Location |in a black chair]
[mood |complacentcomplacent]
[music |Bayside- Just Enough To Love You]

"Homeless. Entire family killed by ninjas, need money for karate lessons."

I would have given him $1 for being witty if gas prices weren't so damn high, $3.21.

We got divided into males & females & all of the boys said they expected "cooked meals, a clean house, & sex everyday." Gaby said "que cabrones!" lol. I like my soc201 class.

It's week 5 already. I have a midterm on Monday for soc383, he gave us the questions but no answers :( As I was studying for my pols371 midterm Gaby saw my political terms & made this ubber disgusted face & that reassured me that I am in fact following something I like, b/c I actually like memorizing those terms.

Elva got engaged with Lu last Wednesday, April 19, 2006. It's a wonderful thing to genuinely feel your friends happiness being transmitted to you. They're going to wed next April. He had the staff write his proposal on the plate with the cheesecake (cheesecake factory), aww!

& I am in fact a girl that's bien mimada by her family, & I don't know if that's a good or bad thing.
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"Love all. Trust a few. Do wrong to none." [Apr. 9th, 2006|11:31 pm]
[Current Location |neverland]
[mood |cheerfulcheerful]
[music |Deftones- Sinatra]

I have a VERY busy week :( but it shall be fun, I hope

Good News
-Purchased Warped Tour tickets for the dodger stadium one
-Going to Ozzfest...seeing System, the almighty Hatebreed, Bleeding Through, Walls of Jericho, & Atreyu for my 6th time! & others
-Apparently made the Dean's list...if my gpa is in the top 5% then everyone else has really shitty gpa's, maybe it was a mistake, probably
-My little cousin Marisol helped me out on the "I Love Lucy" puzzle that's been on my floor for 2+ weeks, I missed her
-I am going to six flags on Thursday & on Friday I'll see some of my favorite people & Tuesday I might make a mission with Katy
-elac has the 4 ge classes I want to not take at csula...so summer school there..yay?

Best News
-My mom leaves tomorrow for 2 whole weeks

Eh to Meh News
-Have a 2pg summary on the federalist papers 10 & 51 (factions are evil!) due tomorrow for pols371 which I haven't started
-I scraped the car pretty bad, there went the paint job
-I have a cold..is it going to rain?
-My fave co-worker might be pregnant/had a miscarriage, I am hoping for the latter I know it's bad but a baby would fuck up her life...OR hopefully she has nothing & we learn a great lesson from this!
-My family made an offer for a house on central & century :( that's like way over there, my mom is reluctant to leave the hood. I like driving 5mins from someone's house & being home.
-I am craving something, & I think that's bad.
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