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you're sweet, but I am tired of proving this love [Aug. 17th, 2006|11:06 pm]
Jenny
[mood |accomplishedalive]
[music |Deftones- MX]

I am done with school until Sept. 23rd! 5 weeks of nothing! I'ma go kill myself of boredom.

I don't know what to do with my life. My mom moved a "stepfather" in (& other people). Frother asked me if I wanted to move out with him once we moved, I said yes. I don't want to be a burden financially (although he yields a greater income than my mother), yet I don't want to live uncomfortably with those people. I need a better job. I haven't talked to my mom in a month. I've had talks with my frother, sister, & dad, they all made me cry & told me that they loved me, so I don't feel so bad about life. I've gotten emo. I feel so...what's the word? Alone, forsaken, abandoned, ditched. Maybe I detach myself from things, too. No se.

Frother eagerly showed me his online blog, ha. I should have been like "oh yeah, well I've had a livejournal for like 5 years now!"
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[User Picture]From: verogurl
2006-08-20 05:35 pm (UTC)

ahh im here !

Hey hun.. oh no this cont happen.. u know if u need a better job i can see if i can get u a cashier job at comp usa or something soo u can help with the rent. Man a step dad.. well dont bust out with a cinderella story kay. Be strong and if u want to talk u can call my celly. Thats it this weekend i have off ill drive to LA to visit u. Well take care and l8ter days
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[User Picture]From: jgv1085
2006-08-22 06:52 am (UTC)

Re: ahh im here !

Awww thanks for being so nice to me. What happens in a cinderalla story, I don't know about that? I feel better about things, I mean it will work itself out somehow. Right. But yeah we should hang out, we've been saying that for years lol....well hopefully see you soon/talk to you later :)
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From: kittybomber
2006-10-08 01:57 am (UTC)

Re: ahh im here !

i have something for you....
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