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you're sweet, but I am tired of proving this love [Aug. 17th, 2006|11:06 pm]
[mood |accomplishedalive]
[music |Deftones- MX]

I am done with school until Sept. 23rd! 5 weeks of nothing! I'ma go kill myself of boredom.

I don't know what to do with my life. My mom moved a "stepfather" in (& other people). Frother asked me if I wanted to move out with him once we moved, I said yes. I don't want to be a burden financially (although he yields a greater income than my mother), yet I don't want to live uncomfortably with those people. I need a better job. I haven't talked to my mom in a month. I've had talks with my frother, sister, & dad, they all made me cry & told me that they loved me, so I don't feel so bad about life. I've gotten emo. I feel so...what's the word? Alone, forsaken, abandoned, ditched. Maybe I detach myself from things, too. No se.

Frother eagerly showed me his online blog, ha. I should have been like "oh yeah, well I've had a livejournal for like 5 years now!"

[User Picture]From: jgv1085
2006-08-22 06:49 am (UTC)
Did you change your phone number?
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From: kittybomber
2006-08-22 08:50 pm (UTC)
no. Did you remember to dial 1 310 first? i hate that new change. its so stupid to me.
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